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Crush On You

by Tiger Magic

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1.
back again 03:37
I As the sky seems cloudy filled with a seagull white the ocean barks and yells at me, yells at us raindrops choosing me, to fall on, oh on you too I feel distorted, but warm II I don't know if it was a decision but I slept in the car in the yard, in the wood and by the freeway this was when the police came by and wanted me to leave for safety (for mine). Thanx III on our way home I decided to leave the car and get home by myself, “why not trying”, it took me a week we changed shoes, but yours were too big I walked miles and miles, hour per hour just to see you, endless blue IV the pigeons, the gulls and the sea urchin (oh man) a thousand colours under water I like to see you naked, you are almost surfers left their roles at the beach, undressed into the wild, into the ocean, into the blue the dirt of the cities and the roads alleys adorned by palm trees, on and on I wanna stay with you the wide grasslands and the scent of the blossoms the trees becoming green or no they'll never lose their leaves the beauty of the daylight, a strong shine that helps a million living things giving birth a thousand lights endure the night a sparkling emerald from above enjoy the rain as well as the sun I wanna dance into the dark along to the sound of the cicadas no, you'll never see one I guess they are pretty much one with the trees bark cherish, appreciate the uniqueness of the moment cherish, appreciate the preciousness of every living being cherish, appreciate the uniqueness of the moment cherish, appreciate the preciousness of every living being cherish, appreciate the uniqueness of the moment cherish, appreciate the preciousness that lies in every thing V is fear always a part of the spirit of adventure? to get to know the former unknown
2.
I stood down the road when you shut the door for the last time the car was already packed we looked at us arms in arms eye to eye hand in hand and although I know the plane would need just a few hours and a phonecall just a sec to get to you/ to get through I know our relationship will be a different one because you're not here, you're not here not seeing you not touching you no spontaneous “come on, let's go” – don't wanna hold you but I have to say i'm sad I wanna hold it back but my tears are falling down straight my inner side feels like a broken world that is based on porous fragments while you left with mummy's red car I kept standing in your ex-door frame – and I know I'll miss this time did you know it's possible to unlearn to speak, to think and to laugh just watch my mum and I know I'll miss this time yes, you were my continuum the person who knows my everyday life, who knows my development who knows me inside out and I know I'll miss this time I'm missing the conversations, the laughing the jokes, yes, the silly jokes and the hang arounds and I know I'll miss this time I need a talking partner a constant one no, not a therapist I need a friend, a real one – got someone here, got someone there (but there's no line, no continuity that really binds us, nor connects our meetings and new stories with the last ones) to talk to someone who knows your context and your every- day life is a different thing a frequency to talk to another once in 3 months I guess it's much to less, you know it's much to less stop here go on fulfill your dreams, the world is ours ready to be taken two lifes, two paths following, accompanying and crossing each other just for a while – as I took a look on pictures of me I saw you in me, on me we're behaving like the ones around and so we're changing, oh no, so we're collecting roles – and as it couldn't be worse a certain way of me to behave and to talk and to think left with you, left as you did
3.
dys-/ u- 04:08
good morning black moloch I was watchin' you for hours first from a distance then from the inside, your inside your thumpin' pulse the thousands of cars the millions of people the traffic jams the rush hours the sirens of the ambulance and the police cars (the eye of the law) you're made out of concrete over and over, up to the clouds reflectin' the sky which is around you, underneath you your houses are growin' like trees and you, you're the forest neglectin' the forest around you includin' it in you as well as you unite the ones who'd never get along among each other you accommodate and hide the murderer and its prey and the ones who wanna see you fall with your amusements you're distractin' everybody from the toddlers to the retirees from what life really meant to be but hey what is life that was the question of a sixteen-year-old that is still not answered yeah right, it's still not answered I saw big shopping malls elsewhere they would call it a town you're right, I'm just jokin' as a little one I started with provokin' cars and coverin' the streets with colours (yes, you're right again, a car is not provocable it's its driver) but my mummy destroyed my ambitions to spray paint the pain(t) away well so often I'm between affirmin' and acceptin' and refusin' and protestin' the worlds, your reality I want to turn into your dirt, your dust, your oil I wanna become you black moloch I wanna sleep in your ground, sleep with you to be with you, to be you
4.
got a call at 5 p.m. you were lying on the intensive care unit daddy said you had a nervous breakdown ‘cause he couldn’t deal with the situation. no accusation! but mum gave me the real radical facts. suicide attempt. insulin. pain-killers. paradoxical. toxical. you wrote a farewell letter by saying you’re sorry and that you love us but you can’t live in this fucking world anymore. epic fail. you’re still here. do you realize? I asked why and got this rhetoric answer: ‘cause life sucks. yeah..right way solving problems! what was your intention? disappear forever? asking for help? silent but massive cry for help! now..you reject. wasted effort! today your life seems to be normal again. work, friends, ideal of beauty. lead a perfect life for the ones around. facade? truth? suppression. what goes around comes around assume responsibility! and live with the consequences. welcome to life. but who am I telling you how life works?! sorry, I exceed the limits. for me you changed everything. and nothing will be as it was before. hardness and ignorance are reality now. probably my behavior will have fateful consequences like yours did but I do not know how I can defeat being angry and embittered.. one wish: making your deed undone. impossible. but “never underestimate the impossible”.. I’M so SORRY for giving up and treating you like that but you wanted me to live my life without you?! now I know: suicides are egoists. and I got nothing left to say.. currently.
5.
turn your back twist your feet move your head again and again and again that's the dance of all the blossoms that's the dance of all the leaves I just wanna sit there and watch you how you tumble, how you move I just wanna sit here and watch you how you tumble, how you dance the wind caught you and set you free no it was the one who make you lose hold _ I scratch the surface by any means one hundred drops from a small piece writin' names on walls I really scratch the surface I want to, I have to destroy that wall _ fill-in for fill-in, throw up chaotic lines from here to there to nowhere with a bag full of cans conquestin' places where no one's goin' to no one want to, no one have to, no one that's my love, that's my will, that's my need that was my love, my will, my have to _ I'm gettin' homesick when seein' you, smellin' you, touchin' you rotten places of my youth own a/one world beside the "real one", a wonderful place to be gettin' drunken, broken glass, a warm place to sleep rooms filled with illusions and idea(l)s and danger within I'm gettin' homesick when seein' you, smellin' you, touchin' you a can filled with aerosoul emptied on a wall leavin' most colourful creations I've ever seen feel the power of a tag to ride into the beauty of the sky to turn yourself around and around and around standin' on a front wheel, shufflin' backwards seemed to me as I am learning to walk again, again to conquer, to create, to scream one luv
6.
empty days. meaninglessness. silence. quietness. I feel torn inside. void. thoughtless existence thoughtless (car)driving lost in thoughts (can’t remember the past seconds) direct it against a wall automatically without wanting it just doing it not for dying only to get a leg broken or both impact. and the (e)motion picture in my head is over… thoughtless bathing staring at the white naked ceiling slitting the wrists obviously wrong water red am I dead?! no. calling the ambulance opening the apartment door hoping help comes not too late faint. I. floor. pool of blood. naked. blurred view. awakening. a room filled with sold out seats. strangers staring at me while I’m almost dying. a tub of clear water. and the (e)motion picture in my head is over… standing on a bridge wind is blowing across my face the railing keeps me (staying) alive but I let go and falling down to escape the feeling of weightlessness makes me happy I start smiling closed eyes every single second to feel the whole immensity of this infinity knowing the ground is too close to vanish I lose the awareness to be aware crash of my own life and the (e)motion picture in my head is over… I’m afraid of my thoughts what is happening to me?! thoughtless thinking but what’s the point? I wanne live really want it love the life I’m torn inside I want back everything I’ve lost and finally the (e)motion picture in my head is over… and I can start living again
7.
lost thoughts pass me by thoughtless life's a chaos right now shouts and silence just in change where is the way out? I turn myself in circles live my life in circles wanna stop turning around the need of solution is unavoidable wanna destroy the bubble which we live in (can't keep living this) the ups and downs of our existence down to hell up to the roots of the trees I'm almost at the surface can almost breathe I'm happy for few moments push the issues away and then something drags us down again my life lies in ruins I can't keep living this for the rest of my life for one moment I'm leaving the world to get away I'm leaving the world just to get back I'm leaving the world yes I'm leaving today but only in thoughts

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released 1 march 2013 by sm musik, tief in marcellos schuld records and erode releases

recorded by robin in march 2012 in oldenburg and falk in july 2012 in leipzig
mixed & mastered by role at tonmeisterei, oldenburg.

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